Following on from my last post which finished on a cliffhanger, I have decided to do a slightly unusual style of blog post today. As some of you already know, I have recently written articles for thirdyearabroad.com to help people who are either preparing to do a year abroad or are currently doing one like myself. As I was uncertain as to what was going to happen with my year abroad when I wrote it, I have decided to make the article I have most recently written for thirdyearabroad.com into a blog post as I think it really will show you the journey that this unexpected part of my year abroad has taken me on. This article discusses in detail the initial feeling of losing a placement abroad, how I got through those first few days, and then how I overcame it and got the year back on track. I hope you enjoy it!
How to Cope with the
Unexpected – Overcoming a Job Loss Abroad
The term
Erasmus most commonly brings to mind sea, sun, drunken nights out, and meeting
new people. Having been an Erasmus student myself for seven months now, I can
tell you that this is fairly accurate without forgetting the homesickness,
culture shock, and fear that are a natural part of the year. Even though I have
had my fair share of fun along the way, I feel that I have had a slightly
unusual year as it has come with challenges that I never imagined I would face
at this point in my life. After all, it is not every day that you find yourself
homeless and unemployed in a foreign country at the age of 21!. I am aware that
the title of this article might make people want to skip to something more positive
but I hope that it will be of help rather than off putting. Therefore, before
you read any further I would like you to remember that what has happened to me
does not happen every day and that although it has had its challenges, it has
also been an incredible eye opener and life experience that will stay with me
forever. However many times I explain my situation, I always find it hard to
know where to start. This is because the termination of my work placement in
Spain has formed a distinct section of my year abroad that has been one hell of
a journey in itself. I hope that this article is of help and that people who
may find themselves having similar experiences can relate to it.
I had been
in Spain for three weeks when it all started. I was doing an internship in an
adult’s language school in the city of Sevilla which involved teaching adults
who needed to learn English for business purposes. It was a very interesting
and rewarding job and I was just starting to get the hang of things when I
received an email from the company’s central office telling me that my
internship would be terminating the following day due to financial problems
within the company. As you can probably imagine, the moment I read this my
whole body went into a state of panic as I knew very well that this could have
serious consequences for my year abroad. I also felt ashamed and embarrassed as
although it was not my fault, I felt like I was being fired for something I
perhaps didn’t realise I had done. However
much my colleagues reassured me that I had done nothing wrong and that it was
simply because the company could not afford to keep me there, I couldn’t help
but feel as if I had failed and that the situation would be frowned upon.
Following the receipt of this email, I spent two days crying and feeling very
lost before coming to terms with the situation and having the strength to move forward.
As you read
this you are probably imagining that I was dealing with this alone which I am
relieved to tell you is not true. From the moment I read that email, I was in
contact with friends from home, family, and university staff who have all guided
me through this step by step and helped me to get my year abroad back on track.
I am also very grateful to my colleagues at the language school in Sevilla as
they stayed by my side through those first few days during which I had to
accept what had happened and think about what to do next. Once I had spoken
with my parents, teachers, and my cousin who was very fortunately visiting me
in Sevilla that weekend, I came to the conclusion that the best short term
solution to the problem would be going back to my university in Bangor and
intensively searching for jobs online whilst receiving the necessary help with the
second round of Erasmus paperwork as I have had to do all of this again.
However, one of the things that has really kept me going has been attending
second year French and Spanish classes. This is because it has given me a
structure to the days surrounding my job hunting and has enabled me to keep up
my language practice as much as possible. So alongside the odd cry and a
weekend at home with my family, I have spent almost every day over the past two
weeks really focusing on getting back to Spain and being as productive as
possible with my learning. As a result of all of this, I have managed to find
another work placement in Spain in just under two weeks which is not bad
considering that it took over three months to find something this time last
year. It has been a very hectic couple of weeks due to numerous skype
interviews, paperwork, and research, but I feel that given the circumstances,
it has been two weeks very well spent. It may seem strange to have decided to
go back to university rather than going home but I have found that the times
when I am not busy are the hardest as they are the times when I over-think the
situation and become counterproductive. Therefore, having full days at
university has made me feel as though I am using my time in the best way
possible and it has also given me hope that I will be back out there soon.
So having
gone through this fortnight of not knowing and feeling anxious about what was
to come, I am extremely relieved to have now found a job in a housing company
in Sevilla. I was prepared to go to any city in Spain but I am very glad that
it has turned out to be Sevilla as one of the most difficult things about this
situation was the fact that I had had such a fantastic few weeks working at the
language school in Sevilla and had to accept that I would be leaving it all
behind and starting all over again somewhere else. This was mainly because of
the people I met both at work and in the city so I am very happy that I will be
able to go back there this weekend knowing that I have people there already who
I know and get on well with. This is a great help when having to make yet
another new start that was unexpected as I know that I will have the support of
friends which is very important when living in a foreign country. In fact, it
makes the idea of starting another new job much less daunting as I know that I
have support nearby and that I will have an existing social life.
Losing my
job in Spain has been extremely stressful and has made me want to give up on
the year abroad quite a few times but it has also been a learning curve in many
ways and has opened new doors without completely shutting others. You do hear
horror stories about the third year abroad and I believe that this situation
would qualify as one of those. However, now that I am in the process of booking
my flights back to Spain, I look at it as something that has forced me into a
situation that has made me have to mature to another level as I have had to
think on my feet, make some very difficult decisions, budget very carefully,
and accept leaving a place where I felt very happy at extremely short notice.
It has also made me practice Spanish a lot more than I did even when I was in
Spain as I have had a number of skype interviews which have been completely in
Spanish and I have been writing complex emails to employers every day. However,
this would certainly not have been the case if I had sat back and felt sorry
for myself the whole time. Therefore, I hope that my story has helped you to
see how you can fight through these difficult areas of a year abroad if you are
proactive, focussed, and calm. I know I have had moments where I have been a
crying heap on the floor, but I have come to realise that determination is the
only thing that will solve a problem like this. I will look back on this time
in the future and see it as one of the most rewarding parts of my year abroad
as it was not easy but it is something that I managed to overcome. I did not
come back to Bangor because I was running away from my problems. I came back to
Bangor to fix a problem that had previously been completely out of my control
and I have succeeded to do that! Therefore, the most important advice I have
for anybody else in this situation is that you must not waste time. Going to
language classes and dedicating two solid weeks of my year abroad to job
hunting may not have been what I had originally hoped to be doing but it has
certainly left me with the belief that anything in life is possible if you want
it enough.
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